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sian ah..tmr got sch..i kinda dread sch nowadays( except 4 cca days)cuz of sum reasons which i tink i shldnt mention...mayb nxt time when i feel lyk it la..cant blog now...tata..:))

8:08 PM

so sad...no cca 2dae...boohooo!!! but at least i got 2 slack n haf my beauty slp..hahax. lyk a pig..hahax. nw no 2 breaks le...tt 3 days was chao ji shuang man...had 2 breaks! 2dae totally borin but better than othr fri thou...i hate e lessons on fri..super borin. sci's okay but e lit, eng, hcl, malay n pe all so borin wan...always nvr listen de lor..but 2dae i v guai..listened 2 connie chan durin eng..lolx. e lit jux plain copyin, didnt bother 2 listen 2 connie chan. malay was better jux ans qs..den me n yanyi pair up. den most of them we write 'saya tidak tahu'(i dunno)..hahax. pe v fun. e gurls played n3tball..my grp won 6-0..all thx 2 me...lolx. jk jk..but in e end rain...darn..den cant play..so fun lor..so long nvr play n3tball le leh...nxt wk cant play cuz we playin discus..luckily its nt tt chopard(sp?) thingy...tt 1 no fun de..ball so heavy wan..
im relieved tt e guys didnt tok bad abt el...so happy..jie ren even said its gd tt we got consolation..glad he said tt..cuz he actually said we wun win anything de lor...e othrs nvr say anything..

7:38 PM

competition's finally ovr...well, we got consolation..nt bad la..got a hundred bucks which obviously e sch will pocket..grr...i tink they shld gif it 2 el fund. we r in need of $$!!!! lolx. st nicks won. they were super dramatic...fangying said they won them in hockey too..whoa..they pro sia...st patricks got second..2dae's competition was quite fun actually..n e backstage is super small n dark. i cldnt even see a thing lor..if dere's was an award 4 e most props, i tink we will get it cuz we really had alot..othr schs got lyk abt 1o onli..but they put in alot of effort in e costumes n script..their concept v gd..v creative..
i expected myself 2 cry if we lost but i didnt..see i so strong:))..lolx. i bet e sch will nvr announce de lor..they didnt even announce tt we got into finals..grr..they announce 4 e othr ccas..its so obvious tt they dun lyk el..n we got tis pathetic small bus 2 fetch us back lor...so pathetic!!! we got tons of props n 2o++ ppl n we onli got tis small bus!!! grr..n st patricks got tis huge comfy bus 2 fetch dem..
tink e guys r gonna tok bad abt el again le...haiz..but nvm..we will prove 2 dem tt el is e best!!! el rawks!!!! el so united n enthu unlyk e others lor..
anw, tis is for my dramatisation grp kayy(if u happen 2 read de hua..) : sori 4 all e trouble i haf given u..i noe evertime u all wan a meetin, i always haf el..im so sori...reallie..hope u all dun blame me..nw tt e comp is ovr, i will go 4 all meetings de...sori..

9:00 PM

OMG! TMR'S FINALS!!!! SO EXCITED SIA!! lolx.

so excited abt tmr! hahax. el ppl(participants): actually, it doesnt matter if we win or lose. wad really matters is e experience u gain...so dun gif urself too much stress, jux gif ur best k? el jiayou!! :))
to yining & eileen: heyy dun b so sad k? cheer up! u can still see mdm tia in sch..it doesnt matter if she still teaches u anot..mux alwaes smile! hahax. or else bu chio le...lolx.
kayy...nw gonna blog abt my day..was readin wad tingyun, yining, eileen n michelle wrote in my ab..they write v fast lor..anw, i tot abt wad they wrote..mayb they r rite..i shldnt transfer 2 crescent..even if i dun lyk rv cuz i may nt find ppl hu r as fun n lovable as my el seniors! they rock!!! :)) hahax.
kinda borin day 2dae...but e storytellin comp was e best! guofeng is so damn pro lor! cartoon drawin was super borin too...but i lurve e drawin part! i lurve art!!! lolx. rehearsal was ok..except we wer kinda distracted by e performers...got alot singin blah blah blah...i lyk tt band wan! cuz they play hoobastank's the reason! lurve tt song!! hahax. so sad we cant watch cuz i tink its meant for e sec4 assem de..sad lor..but nvm cuz e performers sing quite loud de so cant listen frm block A..yayy!! lolx.

8:12 PM

last day of pdp electives...haf a huge sense of sastisfaction cuz i finshed my glass mosaic! lolx. althou mine nt v nice la...but i made it myself okie...

nwadays dun feel lyk bloggin le...mayb 1 day, tis blog wld b totally dead..den WHOOSH! it vanishes with juz a click of e mouse...lolx.

2dae rained so heavily n was damn cold...n jerr n i 4got 2 do duty again..haha..can see tt ms ang lyk act angry lyk tt...tink she used 2 it le..haha...both of us always 4get our duty on tue de lor...bad memory sia..luckily tingyun brought her teddy 2dae...tot she 4got cuz she nvr cum..den when she came in n gave me e bear, sum ppl tot my bdae 2dae so she gif me e teddy..haha...eh 1c ppl, we haf a bdae list wan lor...n u duno when my bdae..jk jk..den go 4 pdp tt time still hafta caryy it around cuz bag no space...n again, ppl tot it was my bdae...hahax..actually tt bear v ke lian lor...tingyun dropped it into a puddle..lolx.

7:34 PM

pdp 2dae was ..... totally borin sia...e instructor v wad lor..n hai wo keep on erasin my sketch n redrawin again..awhile say design can..awhile say cannot..its e same design lor!! anw, blog abt tt tmr...needa pia my hw...got lots more undone..hehe..was slackin durin e wkend..tata..

7:25 PM

didnt go 2 mdm mak's potluck party ytd...basically, all e sec ones didnt go...
guess we missed all e fun..boohoo!! hope sum1 wld blog abt tt so can noe wad happened
math n eng tuition was super tiring...i reallie wanted 2 slp juz nw..joey too..both of us were feastin on e fries n joey's sweets...decided tt we will bring sweets nxt wk...gonna haf feast..lolx. tt michelle ena chan damn funny lor..she spilled bubble tea n she used a4 paper 2 wipe e floor! stupid lor! e paper cannot even soak e spilled drink..n she tried doing e tongue-twister again...super funny la! mr mervyn oso v funny lor! he wore sports shoes wif tt outfit n pulled up his pants! look so funny la! joey said he looked really toot..hahax..honestly, i agree wif wad he said..mayb he shld postpone tutuion so he can buy shoes...den i can slack at home..joey say tt cgs choir n ncc performin at e ndp...crescent so pro lor...i reallie wanna transfer 2 cgs...but michelle(rv de n stc tt 1), lengshan, yining say i shldnt..haiz...tt's onli my wish..a wish tt will nvr cum true..cuz my parents wld nvr allow..if they really did, i wld be a crescentian instead of an rvian..joey say she gonna invite 2 crescent 1 day...hope she nt lyin...if nt ah...hehehee...lolx.

7:16 PM

super bored nw n i dun feel lyk doin hw...
1 what're you doing? doing this...obvious rite?
2 you have a crush on someone - hmm..yeah
3 you wish you could live somewhere else - nah..here's fine..
4 you think abt suicide - yup. used 2..n attempted 2..
5. others find you attractive - HAH.FUNNY LEH.ASK OTHERS LA
6 ever cried over a boy - yeah
7 ever cried over a girl - yeah.
8 ever lied to someone - what do u think? im a naughty gurl leh..
9 ever been in a fist fight - im a very sweet nice gentle girl.dont fight
10.number of times i have been in love- nvr was it lurve. juz sum dumb tots.....
11.gone out to public in your pjs - yup. when i was little kid
12.cried during a movie - yeah
13. worst feeling in the world - loneliness.
14.who you miss - erm...nt too sure leh..
15.who you like - everyone. im a nice gurl..lolx.

tis shows how bored im nw....

6:44 PM

hmm...gonna haf a busy weekend ahead *groans*...
finals is nxt thu le...time reallie flies huh...it seems lyk ytd when we were startin on e script..
our seniors helpin us make e props..thx alot seniors! el rock on! secs 1s jiayou!
ms bose changed jerrine n my roles..we r nt e backstage crew anymore..takin ovr xiaoyun n theophilia..needa start memorisin my lines nw..
fangying, i noe u r gonna say tis: "jo ah! i reallie cant imagine u acting lor!" i noe tt..im juz nt cut out 4 actin...u will noe wad i mean if u were at e dramafest...god bless tt evrything goes well...hope i wun lian2 lei3 da4 jia1...

8:54 PM

YAYS!!!!! WE GOT INTO THE FINALS!!!!! YAYS!!!!!!!!
im so happy 2dae...
firstly, i noe the results le..obvious rite..its up dere..1st line of e entry..
secondly, i got half blood prince!!!! i was sorta groanin abt it in sch...n my parents bought it!!!
lastly, 2dae's hist test was ok...glad i didnt study e textbk..cuz evrything was source based de..
ariel jerrine n i tricked hester, shihui, mingming, theophilia n xiaoyun tt we didnt get into e finals..haha..
tmr got bio test so needa go study...tata..

7:43 PM

argh! nw got sore throat...

so im currently sufferin frm sore throat,

flu n cough...

i tink im really gonna haf fever within e nxt few days...

i can predict u noe..haha..

tmr got hist test..dun feel lyk studyin lor...

v tired...wish i can juz lie dwn n slp till tmr...

nice huh? but cant do tt cuz of ms ang..

yes, her! cuz she's e onli 1 hu gave hw 2dae...

if nt, i reallie can slack lor..

haiz..didnt get results 2dae...

ms bose didnt receive e email frm compasssvale..

i cant wait lor!! i m dying 2 noe e results!!!

6:33 PM

i feel so sick....

first it was flu...

now cough...

argh!!!

gd thing thou...

maybe can skip sch...hehe...

but tis wk so many tests...grr....

n cant afford 2 skip sch nxt wk..its pdp!!!

9:06 PM

YIPPEE!!! GETTIN RESULTS TMR!!! SO EXCITED!!!
LOLOLOLOL....reallie hope we get in...
2dae nt much hw..so happie but tis wk evryday oso got tests...sian lah!..cant get tt hp bk..hafta wait till end of yr...grr...
joey swee n fangying so lucky! get their tablets le...SO LUCKY!!!!!!! yanyi so bo liao lor...ask ppl list top 10 chio gurls when i go 4 competition last wk..actually i oso bo liao la..both of us started ratin ppl frm class durin hist n recess...super bo liao la..hahax. now still at no.27..8 more 2 go but reallie nth 2 say abt e boys la..
nxt wk is tt pdp thingy le..WOOHOO!!! yay! can do glass mosaic!!! no lessons for 3 days!!! shiok sia..

7:59 PM

juz read fangying's entry abt her 'trip' 2 kellock..she say kellock netballers nt gd le...rarely shoot in..wad happened???? mayb tt coach mun nt coachin dem le..which is both gd n bad la..gd cuz netballers dun nidda suffer n bad cuz she actually a gd coach la...but i doubt she left la...haiz..if they reallie so bad de hua..i reallie wonder if they will get into e finals...if nt, reallie kinda diu lian lor cuz we always get in de lor..i tink i beta find time 2 go back..wanna see 4 myself..haven gone back since CNY le...
grr...flu worsened le...regret walkin in rain juz nw..

8:34 PM

YAY!!! ITS FINALLY OVER!!!!
yup its ovr...e prelim round is ovr...evrything juz happened so quickly lor...
fangying 2dae oso early dismissal. she go back 2 kellock 2dae...sad la...cant go..cuz of tis competition..haiz...
to fangying:i did say i miss mass but i dun miss e father tokin tt part la..i onli miss e singing blahblahblah..

8:16 PM

2dae pon peer tutorin...hahaha...me so naughty...hehe..cuz ms bose wan us 2 stay back ma..2dae oso got alot of pple pon...duno will get into trouble anot...oops!..
itis fri prelim round le...god..tmr performin 4 cca again..tis tym is full dress...haiz..kinda nervous la...ms bose v strict leh..can see tt grace v stressed up cuz she has 2 act ovr n ovr again..poor thing...
haiz...was tokin 2 grace abt pri sch life juz nw...den i was thinkin abt those days..den suddenly miss mass...hahax..fancy me missing mass! haha..lolx..

7:30 PM

2dae so tired...got eng n math tuition..tag along wif joey 2 do her choral reading rehearsal aft math..help her do props..got excuse ma..say i go lunch nt goin home, straightaway go 4 eng...hehe...i so naughty..met her frens..her frens okay ba except tt dey quite siao..made lots of noise too...in e past i onli knew sum of their names cuz joey n swee got tok abt dem..nw noe how dey look lyk le..sum look so mature lor...saw their script..duno wad cinderella ting, den got disco wan..lolx...stef is e fairy godmother! hahax..wonder how she will look lyk..*imagines*
i realli wanna transfer 2 cgs lor...its my dream since p4...haiz..mayb i goin 2 watch e cgssb concert at sentosa..juz asked my dad..say can go..all i hafta do is 2 persuade n mum den i can go!! yays! can go wif joey n her siao siao frens...lolx..

9:12 PM

2dae onli got 1 word 2 describe siann...i juz realised tt i haf completely 4gotten abt my lil "children" at kellock...juz suddenly rmb when i was recallin those days at kellock...how can i 4get those sweet lil kids??? (they p3 tis yr so still kids lor..)haiz...evr since i left kellock, i haf 4gotten abt so many ppl...haiz..i wonder when can i see those kids again...argh..juz rmb tt onli rachel is at kellock, jilada n lois leave le..lois transferred sch..duno y leh den jilada go new zealand...wonder how r they nw? miss dem leh...2 tink i kinda dislyk them cuz dey evryday cum 2 my class b4 assem n always call me mummy n huggin me...esp lois n jilada..always sticking 2 me lyk glue...miss dem..miss ex-kellockians, miss the days i spent in kellock....haiz....
i juz sum hw tink tt i dun belong 2 rv, pple dere r so diff, althou jerr, ariel n grace r my gd frens, i feel diff around dem..i dun understand...its diff...i feel diff when im wif joey, swee, fangying dey all...i realli duno y...i wanna go crescent!! if onli i can....sighzzzzz....

10:37 PM

2dae's cca was ARGHH!!! tt rendy is SICK!!! itell u...HE IS SICK!!!!!1st we played tis catching game blah blah blah..tt was okay..its juz a normal game..den he asked e e sec 1s gals includin me(duh! obvious rite?) 2 lie on e ground n e 1st gal, which is me 2 roll ovr them!!! i haf onli 1 word 2 say-S-I-C-K!!!!!! we were lyk complainin n he ask us 2 shup up! argh! den he asked if any1 got opinions...so ting yun said tt it was sick! i totally agree! n he ask her 2 shut up! he's lyk so wad lor..
luckily no needa 2 or else...
den is tt age walk thingy...kinda lame lor..hafta walkwalk walk...den mirror thingy...den DISMISSED! yays!! so happie lor...cuz i was was reallie tired aft all those games n boring lessons...2dae no compo! yays! *cheers* but got e lit m compre test...haiz..nvr finish my e lit lor..die le...exam how??? heck la..my e lit all along v bad wan la..all i care nw is e competition...2dae no rehearsal cuz of tt rendy lee la...i rather haf rehearsals lor...at least no needa sacrifice my sat 2 do props...haiz...

10:48 PM

2dae perform 4 cca..without e sec 4s, e rm kinda empty lor..at 1st i still tot alot pple pon...lolx..
-back- evrything went well ba..actually, it was bad la...den seniors didnt reallie gif comments untill rendy lee call their names lor..but can see tt they lie wan cuz they were hesitating den say okay lor...sad lor...admit it was real bad..haiz..ms bose gonna train us le but of cuz i nt involved cuz jerr n i in backstage...nw got more props 2 do nw...STRESS!!!!!!!
2dae i gt moodswings...hahax. 4 e 1st time in rv i got moodswings, used 2 haf it in kellock...in e morn, was so nervous abt e performance lor...den aft tt quite relieved+happy+nervous b4 performin...happy cuz i tot e cca finally seems 2 care abt competition le...den i was sooo wrong lor...den felt lyk cryin on e spot..was real angry 2...den aft cca...became hyper with ting yun, michelle, yining n lengshan they all...i tink i realli goin mad le lor...awhile happpy, awhile sad...lolx..

7:14 PM

tuesday...e day we hafta perform 4 e cca..haiz..hope it will turn out well..we hav been rehearsin almost evryday..i can see tt alomost evry1 is stressed out...will e rehearsals help? i realli dunno..i hope so..mayb im nt a gd leader..it seems tt i nvr contributed anything..althou sumtimes, i realli dislyk hest's attitude cuz she seems 2 givin e cast stress..but actually, without her, things wldnt b e same..i guess things wld b even worse...guess i realli arent a gd leader..m i??? i realli duno..i've been askin myself tis qs 4 e past few days..several ans popped up in my head..they r all negative..mayb i m e 1 hu is givin dem stress..i sincerely apologise 2 hest 4 wad i hav done..hope she 4gives me...
im so tired..reallie..tired of tis hectic sch life..tired of e competitive n stressful environment..i reallie miss those carefree pri sch days..no pnt missin them, i cant go back 2 e past..i cant change e decisions which i hav regreted...haiz..

9:03 PM

why izzit evrytime i attend e lit meetin, i hav 2 clear e misunderstandin my grpmates haf abt el? why? im realli tired of doin tis? why does pple always tink tt el is a slackin cca? why? i realli dun understand..they juz cant see how much effort we put in wadeva we do, lyk e syf n e upcomin competition...they juz dun understand...they juz assume tt we always slack n say tt join el=no future...haiz..im sick n tired of tis..izzit cuz of e bronze??? if nt, why??? i realli duno..

8:58 PM

juz returned frm chalet...wasnt realli fun at all...how can i hav fun when i hafta look aft my hyper-active cousin n chasin him around...he is so hyper lor...made me so tired...luckily managed 2 relax abit by cycling 4 awhile, enjoyin e sea breeze..2dae high tide so cant go dere...grr..so tired nw...met ah gong juz nw aft tuition...nvr seen her 4 such a long time le...still looked e same la..poor joey got fever ytd..even threw up wadeva she ate...poor thing..gd thing tt she has recovered...she quite strong la..so fast recover..if it was me, surely got 3 days mc de..

10:08 PM

at home nw...had unofficial cca n jerr n i went home at abt 6...haiz...haf been reachin home at 6 plus nwadays cuz competition is comin le...so we rehearse rehearse rehearse...jerr n i was doin e props la..den tin yun, yining n xiao shihui came 2 see us..den jerr n i slack abit la..tok 2 dem den they say wanna watch e play so e rest acted out but..hehee..they actually nvr watch lor..they were tokin 2 me n jerr n jokin around, tryin 2 make e cast laugh..aft tt rachel n celestine came n tingyun thay all left...den me n jerr continued wif e props n celestine helped us too..den crap crap play play den dismissed den onli me jerr n joshua left...continue paintin until 5 plus den go home! FINALLY!!! so tired lor...
jerr really v funny leh..awhile my ah gong, awhile, my jie den awhile my mei..so nw im really confused..but confirmed grace is my ah-ma! luv my ah-ma!!! hahax. lolx. but tink tis family treee thingy kinda pathetic cuz so little pple...e family tree in kellock was much bigger n 4 classes were involved...i was even involved in so many family trees at tt time...miss those days man...evryday can see my "family"...
okay, gonna end here le...tata...

7:33 PM

hmm...in sch nw...so sian ah....nth 2 do..so cum blog blog...nw free comp period...so shiok!! hahax. 2dae's lesson kinda borin la..hcl so borin...ms ang juz crap n crap..askin hu tok durin assem blah blah blah..den i hafta stand lor..cuz i naughty ma..tok durin assem..hehee...den eng n lit super duper borin...i yawn so mani times lor..almost slept..it was 2 hrs straight wif mdn chan goin thru e ans 4 a eng ws den e lit..she tok tok tok abt e passage...so borin...finally recess!! so hungry but didnt eat cuz all queues were so long! wif all e sec2s n 4s n of cuz my class....aft tt sci..quite nice..luv sci lessons man! ms koh's lesson nt borin at all....den pe...grr...had 2 run 2 rounds..hate runnin den played javelin..quite fun la...but nt gd at it....den comp lesson which is lyk now...havin an unofficial cca l8tr..see..i so hardworkin..hahax...jk jk...competition comin le so mus work hard wad...jerr n ariel oso bloggin nw...jerr makin new blog..wonder wad wld it looks lyk....tata..

1:22 PM