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whee!!! im back le!
hahax.
i miss my home. my comp.my eeyore.my pillow.my bed.my room.my el mates.my frens.
lolx.

thx 4 e tags, smses n cards!
cldnt sms everybody durin x'mas.
cuz my sms overshot le.
cant use too many of my bros sms.
really sry..
oh and HAPPY NEW YEAR pple!!! =)
HAVE A NICE YEAR AHEAD!!

shall tok abt my trip larh.
basically, we did lots of shopping, eating n sightseeing.
its was really fun.
took lots of pics too.
its was e first tym we spent so much dere.
we spent lyk duno hw many thousands(RM).
first tym visit msia wif my cousins(father's side).
apparently, we are all jo.tans except 4 my bro.
hes so extra.
jk larh.

21/12 wed
slp at 1 plus e day b4. busy trying to finsh my hw but 2 no avail.
woke up at 6 plus.
had breakfast.
took bus 2 ipoh.
slept alot on the bus.
too tired le.
stayed ovr at my 3rd aunt's place.
played wif the 2 girls she's looking aft.
their parents are working here.
i lurve the youngest one to bits!<3
shes so cute!!!
her name is huien.
but we call her waiwai(huihui in canto).

22/12
woke up at 6 plus 4 breakfast.
cant rmb wad i ate.
bad memory.
haha.
went home.
played wif waiwai agn.
watched tv.
lunched.
went shopping.
bought lots of jeans frm vj.
spent almost RM800 juz on jeans.
lolx.
bought a few tops & a jacket frm sub-zero.
had sushi den went home.
watched tv.
played wif the 2 girls agn.
i dun hang out wif my cousins & god-sister de.
they onli interested wif ps2.
so my bro always wif dem.
as 4 my god-sis,
sorta drifted apart frm her le.
dun reallli lyk her.
totalli dislyk her attitude.
she always lyk 2 buy the same clothes as me de.
everytym i spot sumthing, she wld go try it on aft i leave.
n i rmb sum1 telling me tt she onli wants my mum 2
visit msia so she can buy new clothes.
wth larh.

23/12 fri
woke up at 6 plus agn 4 breakfast.
basically same routine larh.
play. watch tv.
den went 2 borrow comics.
v nice.
shopping agn.
dun rmb buying anything except 4 my jay chou cd.
went 2 pizza hut.
the pizza dere diff de.
got weird flavours wan.
got laksa n tom yam.
didnt eat those.
had spagetti instead.
had supper at nite i tink.
cant rmb le.

24/12 sat
same agn.
woke up early.
blah blah blah.
read comics.
stayed at hm.
didnt go out at all.
went to fetch my sg cousins at nite.
had dinner wif them.
sent them to hotel.
homed.

25/12 sun
woke up early 4 dim sum.
went 2 visit a few caves in ipoh.
took lots of pictures.
lunched.
went shopping agn.
din buy anything.
cuz same place mah.
buy all the stuff i want le.
homed.

26/12 mon
woke up really early.
6 plus i tink.
had breakfast.
went to cameron highlands.
we booked a van mah.
can seat up to ten pple.
juz nice 4 my family and my sg cousins' family.
v nice up dere.
v windy.
din stop at all the places cuz we dint wanna look at veggies.
haha.
bought lots of souvenirs.
bought a catupult.
haha.
bought bdae pressie 4 joey le.
aint i fast?
its still 20 plus days away.
lolx.
lunched.
went 2 kellie's castle.
they filmed anna and the king dere.
i expected it 2 be v grand de.
but v disappointing leh.
no furniture de.
dun look lyk a castle 2 me.
the rooftop is damn scary.
there isnt any walls ard the edges.
so u can jux fall if sum1 pushes u.
had seafood.
homed.

27/12 tue
same.
went 2 genting highlands.
my aunt's family went too.
nice.
dint rain when we were dere.
played the spinner 4 duno how many tyms.
v fun.
den went on the antique car.
my gos-sis drove.
nt nice de.
but at least can rest.
den lunched.
or shld i say tea-break?
it was lyk 3 plus le.
had macs.
so ex larh.
spent lyk RM90 plus.
played spinner agn.
when we decided to play the roller coaster,
it was temporary closed.
homed.
started to rain when we we going downhill.
lucky us.
lolx.


v tired le.
shall continue tmr.
i wanna slp.
shant countdwn.
1st tym sia.
haha.
tata.

9:21 PM



im leavin tmr le!!!
YAY!!
but i still haven finish my hw yet.
oops.
hope can finish b4 sch reopens ba.
u guys mux rmb 2 tag kayy.



im gonna miss out on bbq at winnie's hse
n full dress rehearsal on 27th.
i dun wanna miss full dress rehearsal!!
3 reasons why i dun wanna miss:
.im involved in finale.
.im involved in costume & makeup
.i wanna see the cast in their costumes!!!
if onli cameras r allowed in sch
den mayb they can take pics.
haix.



to those goin 2 bbq:
haf fun kayy! =)
to those involved in full dress:
jiayou! =D you haf my moral support de! haha.
n sry 4 nt bein dere..



i'll try 2 blog abt my trip when i return.
hopefully b4 2006.
till later...



9:23 PM



10 yrs ago i was..
adorable!!! -ego-



5 yrs ago i was..
more adorable!!! -ego-



1 yr ago 1 was..
chao adorable!!! -ego-



lolx.
the above answers all put 4 fun de.
haha.
-----------------------------------------------
-back-



5 snacks i enjoy:
fries
mashed potato
wedges
chips (sour cream & onion)
choc chip cookies



5 songs i know including the lyrics:
mary had a little lamb
twinkle twinkle little star
abc
spongebob squarepants
jk larh.
haha.
all 5566 + my fave singers & bands songs lor.



5 things i would do with a million dollars:
buy nice pressies 4 everyone
donate 2 rv. i wanna haf better facilities.hah.
do 2 japan hk korea
go shopping spree
buy a nice big mansion 4 my parents



5 places i would run away to:
new york
hongkong
paris
korea
hawaii



5 things i would never wear:
bikini
my birthday suit
boxers
tube??
sandals( i dun lyk those)



5 favourite tv shows:
gedou
wang zi
shao nian te gong dui
wan quan yu le
wu chu cai hong



5 bad habits:
hot tempered
fighting wif my brother
leaving my belongings everywhere
not filing my ws
slacking



5 biggest joy:
hanging out wif my frens + el mates
singing
reading hp fanfic
sleeping


watching tv(esp those wif renfu!!!)

5 favourite toys:
baby eeyore
pooh
duno.
duno.
duno.



5 fictional characters i would date:
draco malfoy (lolx. actually i onli lyk tom but nt the character.)
ron weasley
weasley twins (i prefer george thou.)
[if im a lesbian cuz most bks i read have gurls onli]
samantha frm all american gurl
duno le.



5 people i tag to do this:
swee
joey
fangying
hester
grace
yanyi
ariel
sinyee
(i noe its more than five but i wanna sabo more ppl. haha. =))


btw, this is my 1ooth post!
woo-hoo!!! =D

11:25 AM



shit.
i missed 5566's performance by juz a few mins!!!
i cld haf caught it if my family didnt drag me out of e hse.
shall record e rerun & watch when i return frm msia.
haha.
n tingyun said zax looked gd.
for once she said tt.
so he mux be extremely shuai!
haha.
btw, i read an article abt their concert.
it sounded super nice can!
i hope dere haf e dvd soon.
i wanna watch.
they said zax went off-tune & he cried too.
cuz he was v touched.
mummy's got a new walkman hp.
its really nice.
so envious.
i still hafta wait till nxt june(if im nt wrong).
cant go out on mon & tue.
cuz i didnt finish my hw.
all cuz of my mum.
she keeps disturbing me when im oin my work & den drags me out of e hse aft tt.
so i onli managed to finish readin ting, qing chun zai ku qi n finished 1/3 of reflections.
damnit.
br>

countin dwn..
2 more days 2 msia...

9:00 PM



i really hate the ending of wu chu cai hong!
why cant jianyi be with yoyo??
why did he choose xiaoqian instead?
btw, jianyi's super cute!!!
haha.
n i jux realised tt he shares e same christian name as my bro.
but of cos my bro is nt cute larh.
lolx.
anw, i haf 2 say smth abt skipping meals.
i didnt skip lunch jux 2 jian fei.
1st, i wasnt really hungry.
2nd, i didnt even skip lunch.
or maybe i shld say i didnt haf a proper meal.
i onli had lyk 1/3 packet of twisties+1/2 glass of milk.
saw a few actresses frm love concierge at tiong.
jacelyn tay is so damn pretty in person.
i haf lyk 2 more bk reviews, 9 reflections & 1 essay 2 do.
so most probably cant go out on mon.
saddening larh. =(
sry guys..



countin dwn..
3 days 2 msia..

7:33 PM



gosh.
im so tired.
its lyk always the same routine durin el.
warm-up games. finale. skit. dismissal.
n 2dae was esp borin.
2 make it worse, i even had grastric halfway thru cca.
den i had 2 ren until i return home.



el chalet is nw cancelled.
saddening larh.
but im goin ice-skatin wif jesslyn, ariel, grace n hester on mon instead.



i jux realised tt i had forgotten 2 lend all american girl:ready or not 2 jesslyn.
sry jess!
watchin wu chu cai hong now.
gtg.



countin dwn..
4 days 2 msia...

8:56 PM



found tis poem on the net.
i tink its really touching.



She had always liked him
But never truly knew why
He never talked to her
His friends had made her cry




She smiled at him in the hall
He just turned his head
He did not care about her
Is what he always said




But she kept her chin up
And she loved him still
Because she knew what was inside
A hole that she could fill




His friends soon caught word
Of her feelings toward him
They found it hysterical
But her love did not dim




She knew that she was better
Than what they thought she was
But still her heart was his
For reasons she knew not of




She slowly became more forlorn
Slipping deep into a hole
He was still ignoring her
Breaking her delicate soul




But her love did not falter
She always thought of him
But all the rumors about her
Put her closer to the brim




On the final day
His friends played a trick
Told her that he loved her
Just to watch her tick




Sadly she believed them
And she was overjoyed
Little did she know
That it was all a ploy




She went up to him
To make sure that he knew
That she knew how he felt
And that she loved him too




He did not understand
So all he did was stare
Telling her repeatedly
That he really did not care




She was finally over the edge
She knew it could not be true
I thought they said he loved her
But deep inside she knew




She could not comprehend
How to go on living her life
So she went in to the kitchen
Pulled out the sharpest knife




She screamed into the air
This is not how it should be
She screamed all the things
That she wished that he would see




She spoke of her love
She cried of her pain
She whispered of what happened
How it could never be the same




And with her last strength
She scribbled her final note
She explained everything
And this is what she wrote:




Take the shining knife,
And cut open my wrists
Watch the blood flow out
It couldve ended with a kiss




Take the bloody knife
Write words into my skin
Tell me that you hate me
Make the pain begin




Take the knife and hold it up
So that everyone can see
That this is the pain
You were always causing me




She watched the blood pour out
Collapsing on the floor
Little did she know
That he was at the door




He did not get an answer
As he screamed her name
He told her he was sorry
What he said was really lame




He did not want to give up
He wanted her to know
That he really did like her
Just did not let it show




He did not care about his friends
They were not his anymore
So please, wont you please
Just open the damn door




He walked to the window
Saw her lying there
He pounded on the glass
Crying in despair




He broke through the glass
And knelt down on the floor
Looking at the girl
He had always adored




Desperately calling for help
She was still alive
He tried to bandage wounds
Please God let her survive




He held her so close
As the ambulance drew near
I really do love you
He whispered in her ear.




Please dont give up
I'll try to help you through
We will make it work
You know I love you too.

11:02 AM



yay!!!
i finally bought e 5566 album le!
i-weekly interviewed 5566.
e article is so damn funny!
& tt jason keeps tinkin abt skiing larh.
its abt 30 days 2 my bdae.
actually got nth 2 look 4ward 2,
except 4 cultural nite & turnin 14.
got nth 2 blog.
tata.

9:02 PM

4:42 PM



my left eye is swollen.
so cancelled e trip 2 je lib le.
cuz mei lian jian ren.
haha.
kiddin la.
hopefully can recover by tmr.
so i can go el.

btw, can sumbody lend me the green youjin bk?
cuz mine's wif junhao.
n i mux finish all my hw by tis wk.
if nt i cant go el chalet le.
so im v despo nw..
i dun wanna miss out all e fun.
(although i haf 2 miss e bbq.sad la.)
haha.

countin dwn..
4 days 2 el chalet???
6 days 2 msia...

11:09 AM



el 2dae was ok.
hester's in taiwan nw.
i miss her loads..
she's gonna miss cca e whole wk.
gosh.
im gonna miss her lyk siao.
played hitch-hiker agn.
its more fun den e previous one.
el chalet is nt confirmed yet.
tts wad e comm said.
but waimin said it was booked.
its so confusin larh.
i hope i can go.
at least on e 19th.
bbq's on e 20th.
saddening larh.
i cant go.
gonna miss out all e fun.

bought a pink day planner & file.
i juz realised tt i bought quite a few pink stuff tis hol.
haha.
pink file.
pink day planner.
pink flip-flops.
pink waterbottle.
pink shirt.
pink marker.
cum 2 tink of it,
i really haf alot of pink stuff leh.
juz 1 look at my rm,
i can spot more den 10 pink objects le.
lolx.
shall change e skin 4 my combined blog later.
its pink!
haha.
tis entry is so crappy.

6:17 PM



1. name - josephine
2. piercing/s - my ears
3. tattoos - none
4. height - sensitive stuff
5. shoe size - nt v sure leh.
6. hair color - black
7. what're you doing? - doing this. isnt it obvious?
8. song you are listening to - none.
9. last Cd you bought - nt too sure.haven bought cd 4 a long time.jux borrow frm pple and load into my ipod.
10. last person you called - cant rmb. dun reallie used e fone now le.
11. you have a crush on someone - currently no.
12. you wish you could live somewhere else - yup. australia i suppose.
13. you think abt suicide - yup. but i always lack e courage. haha.
14. you believe in online dating - nope.
15. others find you attractive - how wld i noe??? ask dem, nt me.
16. you want more piercings - yup.mayb 1 more on my right ear.
17. you like cleaning - depends on my mood. but usually no. im v lazy.
18. you write in cursive or print - i write.but not cursive
19. ever cried over a boy - yeah
20. ever cried over a girl - yeah.
21. ever lied to someone - duh.
22. ever been in a fist fight - nah.
23. shampoo do you use - ginvera/pantene.
24. what are you scared of - creepy crawlies.
25. number of times you have been in love - love is too strong a word. juz infatuation.
26. number of times you have had your heart broken - i dun count.
27. number of times your name appear in the newspaper - nvr.
28. number of scars i have on my body - 4 i tink.
29. number of things in my past that i regret - quite a few.
FAVOURITE:
30. cereal - cornflakes
31. chewing gum - those in msia.
32. color(s) - black.white.pink.blue.purple.
33. day(s) of week - depends.
34. least fave day - mon & thu(cuz deres irp. lolx.)
35. flower(s) - roses? lilies?
36. special skills - bein lame. tokin nonsense. haha.
37. summer/winter -winter.
HAVE YOU EVER:
38. gone out in public in ur pyjamas - nah.
39. cried during a movie - yeah
40. been to new york - nope
41. china - nope
42. canada - nope
43. malayasia - yeah
44. hong kong - nope. but i wanna go.
45. japan - nope. i wanna go.
46. wat time is it now - 12.11am
DO YOU PREFER:
47. apples or bananas - apples.
48. blue or red - blue.
49. what are you gonna do after this - slp. or mayb continue readin.
50. what was the last thing you ate - my dinner.
51. what do you do when you're bored - depends.
52. last noise you heard - my brother shoutin.
53. last time you went out of state/province - june i tink.
54. do you want kids one day and if so, how many? yeah.two. twins wld be best.
56. thing you dislike abt urself the most - bein crappy. lame. & loads more. im tryin 2 change.
57. worst feeling in the world - loneliness. unloved.
58. who you love - every1 i like.esp el mates.
59. who you miss - duno.
60. who you like - those i like. lame. haha.

11:54 PM



wkends r always so borin.
i prefer goin 2 el.
thou i dun realli lyk renee's drama games sumtyms.
i always haf 'phobia' de.
haha.
goin je lib on wed wif yanyi.
lyk finally!
i can step out of e hse..
(exclude goin 4 el)
well, i can onli go 2 e lib 2 pia hw.
sian lah.
actually yanyi n i planned 2 go lib more often de.
but its all my fault.
cuz almost evryday haf el.
she can slack at hm lor.
she onli has 2 dance sessions.
it seems i cant get any wrk done.
haha.
hopefully can finish b4 el chalet.
if nt mux pia lyk siao b4 sch reopens.


countin dwn..
7 days 2 el chalet..
9 days 2 msia..

7:19 PM



im tryin 2 read dou4 hua1 bu4 sa1 huang3
but its so diff lah.
i onli read e 1st few lines den i gif up le.
i dun lyk chi bks lah.
always gif me headaches.
i cant go ice-skatin wif grace & ariel.
haix.
cuz i haven finish my hol hw
so my mum dun allow.
y mux we haf hw?


counting dwn..
8 more days 2 el chalet..
10 more days 2 msia..

8:50 PM



im havin a moodswing now.
stupid moodswings!
i cant concentrate now.
grr..
currently listenin 2 sad songs.
duno why.
but it kinda suits my mood leh.

shihui n 2 othr seniors came bck 2dae.
ariel hester n grace had lunch wif dem.
they mux have had fun.
haix.
i wanna go badly!
but i cant.
sighs..

2:35 PM



tiring day 2dae.
had el agn.
renee seems 2 be v disappointed in us(sec ones)..
cuz we cldnt do big actions etc.
n grace is replaced by stephanie le.
boohoo.
I WANT GRACE!!!
lolx.
but renee has her reasons la.
cuz grace's costume wld be v heavy(if im nt wrong la)
n deres v lil tym between e skit n finale.
e games we played 2dae was fun compared 2 e previous ones.
but i still lyk e hitchhiker de.
tt one was super fun!
haha.
anw, i tink i needa go lib 2 do hw.
if nt i cant do much.
cuz im always tempted 2 use it when im doin my hw.
i mux ban myself frm readin fanfic.(if onli i can resist e temptation)
cuz im currently addicted 2 fanfics.
tts y i havent been bloggin.
hehe.
well, i'll jux hafta try...

7:39 PM



okay. so i didnt managed 2 finished those reflections.
haha. cuz i went out on both days.
went wisma on sat.
bought a ripcurl waterbottle n roxy flipflops frm surfbabe.
i almost bought s green ripcurl pencilcase but it was e last piece
& it was kinda dirty.
wasted larh.
cuz onli my dad was wif me so he wld buy wadeva i want.
unlike my mum.
haix.
saw 2 bags i want really much.
one of dem is roxy n othr is ripcurl.
shall save up & buy either one.
i wld probably get e roxy one.
den i walked ovr 2 taka.
bought a few rocks frm creative hands.
gonna do rock painting.
yay!
v long nvr do le.
saw sum really nice ones dere & on their website.
but their designs r really complicated.
i tink i'll paint dem 2nite if i haf e tym.

went jp on sun.
my bro promised 2 get me e billabong wallet i want
as an early bdae present.
but guessed wad happened?
it was out of stock!
jux my luck lor.
first it was e pencilcase.
now its e wallet.
hope i can find it at sum othr places
or hopefully dere will be nicer ones.

12:44 PM



havent blogged 4 so long.
haha.
was tokin abt e auditions in e previous post.
lolx.
tt was so long tym ago.
ariel says she visits my blog evryday..
im so honoured tt sum1 actually bothers 2 read..
i kinda dread cca these days..
no offence hor..
we've been doin e same old things ovr n ovr agn..
n renee is always late..
haix.
went to cat's blog jux now.
she posted loads of pics of grad nite.
mingming is so damn CHIO!!!
she looked so pretty in tt dress.
she was e prom queen too.
e venue 4 grad nite was so posh larh.
e food looks nice too..
esp e dessert.
haha.

time flies.
its already dec.
n yet i've not finished my hw.
i onli managed 2 finish maths,
1 jian bao,
1 youjin reflection,
3 vocab,
3 through a diff lens
n 1 treasures of e heart.
hopefully i can finish my captions n reflections by end of tis wk.
my mum's been naggin nonstop.
she expects me 2 finish my hw b4 i leave 4 msia.
if not, i haf to stay here.
but of cuz, tt wun b true.
she always lyk dat.
kou shi xin fei de.
take tis 4 example:
she says im not allowed to buy jackets anymore
cuz i've alot le.
but she juz bought me a black espirit jacket e othr day.
my mum's been taking me 2 espirit cuz she wans to
use up her vouchers.
bought 6 tops n a jacket.
juz realised tt most of dem r either black/white.
haha.
my mum says i've bought too many tops
so i can get any at msia le.
*pouts*
nvm den.
shall get more jeans.
hehe.
thou i prefer gettin dem at joey&jan's.
t&m jeans r comfortable.
ok. tis post is pure crap.
haha.
tata.

2:40 PM