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THE ARTIST.

josephine.
oafy :]
14011992!!.:DD
rivervalleyhigh.
1CHEESECAKE'o5/2COMPLICATED'o6. <33 3F'o7.
#09 xinggan-ian!. coded07 3F'07.
ELDDS!. :D
PA!.:]
chijikellock
HER PASTELS.

#sugar&honey!.<3
#girlfriend!.:]
#2COMPLICATED'06!.<33
#ELDDS!:D
#PA!(:
#art.
#brahmins.:D
#shopping.
#PINK!.
#limegreen.orange.
HER DESIRED PAINTBRUSHES.

!limegreen adidas sports shoes.
!adidas/puma/num sports bag
!2COMPLICATED OUTING. :D
!ballet flats. :D
!more accessories frm DIVA. :]
!shopping spreeeeeeee XD
!PA neoprint.(:
!PA OUTING.
!roxy/ripcurl bag.
!new watch
!soft toy doggy frm minitoons. :]
!huge soft toy tortoise.(:
!jewellery box.
!nice notebook frm prints.
!roxy pencilcase.
!havaianas/ripples flipflops
!adidas jacket.
!dressy tops from forever21.
!roxy wallet.

!overall above 70%.
!grow taller-1.65cm.
!lose weight.
!a wonderful 15th birthday. :DD
!be in SYF'o7.
!SYF'o7 goldwithHONOURS.(:
!love 3F'o7.

HER FUTURE PAINTINGS.

;re-deco my bulletin board.
;clean up my room.
;get birthday presents for january babies.(:
( i think i will be so broke. so many jan babies): )
HER CHATTER.




DATES.

02jan>junxiang.
06jan>yining.
06jan>lydia.
14jan>ME!.:DD
14jan>weichang.
15jan>aunt judy.
15jan>aunt betty.
16jan>RV-.-

21jan>joey.
21jan>lengshan.
21jan>xueqiang.
21jan>melanie.
24jan>waimin.
PAST.
June 2005
July 2005
August 2005
September 2005
October 2005
November 2005
December 2005
January 2006
February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007

FELLOW ARTISTS.
ANNABELLE //ex-kellockian.
ARIEL //moron-A;2C'o6:D.
CHARMAINE //english pro-kia!.
CATRIONA //funny el senior.
CHARLENE //el junior with cute hair!.
CHARMAINE //english pro-kia!.
CLAIRE //LULU!.
DANIEL //crazy guy.
DAYANNA //el senior.
DOROTHY //lovely el pres.
EILEEN //siao&chio el senior.
ESTEE //tall&chio;disco.
ESTHER //VIOLENT&spastic;2C'o6:D.
EUGENIA //quiet&lame;2c'o6:D.
FANGYI //PRO DE LORHS!.
GRACE //the one who goes crazy over hotties XD.
HESTER //el bestie.
HUIXIN //el senior.
IVAN //the lame&funny one.
JERRINE //the oh-so-blur sotongggg;2c'o6:D.
JESSLYN //cute PAjunior.
JESSLYNWINATA //my oh-so-chio-&-cute girlfriend<3.
JIAYI //the junior who cant stop giggling.
JINGJIE //lame&guailan PAsenior.
JOCELYN //lovely makeup&costume senior.
JOEY //PRISCH BESTIE(:;the one who drools over wangshaowei.XD
JOLENE //the junior who speaks oh-so-cutely.
JUNICE //chiobu of 3F'o7.
LENGSHAN //funny&tall el senior.
MICHELLE //another chio&sweet el senior.
NINGQIAN //my oh-so-prooo el junior.
OLIVIA //the senior who snorts.
PEISHI //hardgay addict;2c'06:D.
POCHENG //quiet&lame;2C'o6:D.
RACHELCHEW //ex-el pres.
ROXANNE //sec2 CHIObu;welfare.
SHAOWEI //PAjunior who loves to singggg.
SHARON //MY THAI BUDDY!.
SHERRIE //quiet&lame;2C'o6:D.
SINYEE //siao chairperson;2C'o6:D.
SONJIA //MY OH-So-CUTE-&-SICK-&-SWEET-&-CHIO-JUNIORRRR.
STEPHANIE //drama-mama.
SYLVIA //pro-photoshopper;PAsec3'o7(:.
VALERIE //sec2 junior;publicity.
WAIMIN //nice&spastic el vice pres;welfare.
WEILIN //she pinches my cheeks real hard.
WENXUAN //kellock chiobu.
WINNIE //english pro-kia!.
XINYU //nice&lame;2C'o6:D.
XUANWEI //lame&gay;2C'o6:D.
XUEQIANG //guy with cute hair!;PAsec3'o7(:.
YANLIN //cute&fun PAsenior.
YANYI //spastic&funny;2C'o6:D.
YEEJIN //nice&sweet table tennis girl.
YINING //chio&funny el senior.
YULU //the girl who laughs like crazy.
ELDDS //the place where all the CRAZY ones are.
2COMPLICATED! //MY LOVE<33.


CREDITS !
Image done by Peishi (:
Layout by Josephine (:


Monday, October 30

i read all the posts & dedications
on class blog & 2cppl de blog.
all veh touching.
got some veh crap also.
haha.
take for eg this one:

SINYEE:
#9 Josephine
Ahh, my first friend in RV. Yeah 1C's very first chairperson who resigned in the first week. Haha, also very cheerful girl although can get very scary when you dao people. Thanks for all the ideas and things you have done to the class, you haven't been a bad welfare leader larh, don't worry. haha. Our friendship really got alot of obstacles in the way but we managed to overcome it and remain as friends till today. It's not easy bah, but it just took a little more initiative, a little more willingness to forgive. I'll miss the days we go mug chem together, the things we always talk to each other about, the times you always drag me to the locker, and i always ask you to go toilet after evry lesson. Jiayou for next year too and *flaps arms* HAHA

haha.
the ones in orange are the funny parts.
made me laugh instead.
haha.
srsly lorhs.
no need to repeat tt *flaps arms*
thing so many times de.
haha.
my msg also have can.
the part tt made me dudiao
when i was crying.
LOL.
actually its veh true lorh.
our friendship always got alot of obstacles de.
i will nvr forget the days where
we mugged like siao during eoys.
the times we slacked when we are supposed
to mug.
the times where we started to scribble/
doodle all over your organiser.
all those heart-to-heart talks
at the library.
and the times where we analyse stuff.
still got alot larhs.
too long to list.
haha.
btw, you also veh scary when you scold ppl what. XD
..........................................................................
JIEREN:
good luck with *flap arms* & hope you get
into same class as *flap arms*

-.-
jieren ah jieren.
bu yao na me lame larhs.
all cuz of you lorhs.
more and more ppl doing tt action liaos.
RAWR.
you must be relieved that you wun
see me le cuz i wun hit you anymore.
LOL.
nvm.
still got class chalet.
AND YOU STILL OWE ME TESTIMONIAL!!!!!!
LOL.
................................................................................
YANYI:
#josephine; mooo~! hyper active at times. hahas

first it was the arms.
now this?
yanyi, i know you love cows.
but of cuz deep dwn in your heart,
you love big lorries more,
aint i right?
IM SO SMART((:
ahahaha.
......................................................................................
still got somemore.
but i got nth much to comment larhs.
im really touched.
im glad im in 2c(((((:
WO AI 2C!
hahs.
thanks to all those who dedicated/
gave me farewell presents(:
love you!

my last wk was spent at my aunt's.
and my family all went to msia without me):
went shopping almost everyday.
haha.
vivo-ed on mon.
suntec on tue.
jec-ed on wed.
nth on thu):
marina&plaza sing. on fri.
nth on sat):
haha.

anw,
I LOVE MY MUMMY(:
haha.
she bought a skirt,
a pair of jeans,
a 3/4 pants
and a pair of shorts!
yay!
haha.
and my aunt bought me a top.
and i bought 2 dresses too.

going plaza sing with mummy ltr(:
im srsly in no mood to do hw.
rv is crazy!
give us so much hw.
rawr.
esp tt 30secsoffame.
ohmytians.


2:57 PM


Sunday, October 29

im back.
finally.
home's really the best :]
hohoho.
lastdayofsch.
26102006.
i will nvr forget.
our time capsule :]
our memories all inside.
our class photo.
our class banner.
our learning fest deco.
our birthday list.
shenjie's class tee.
ariel's yellow insignias.
sinyee's badge...
2c, the class that taught me alot.
thankyousomuch.
i rmb the day during sec1 orientation.
our class is like oh-so-leng.
we all refused to open our golden mouths.
the scs cldnt even do anything.
i rmb me&shenjie being the chairpersons.
and we quit within 1week.
haha.
den ariel&wenrui took over.
sec1days.
we were so not enthu.
we were not bonded at all.
-IUday
i rmb we all veh sian diao.
watching the presentation.
all the last minute work.
the 'coffin'.
& minzhang the mummy.
-cheeringcompetition
who say cheesecake can be eaten~
i rmb how junhao made it into a song.
LOL.
i rmb how we got into the 2nd round.
i rmb the funny props we had.
haha.
-lastdayofsch
i also rmb the 'talk' ariel gave us.
seems like it really woke every1 up.
yeapp.
-bbq
i rmb how we cldnt start the fire.
how conniechan had to teach us.
the leftover chicken wings.
the pyramid.
the flying fox.
our first class outing(:
-westmalaysia
our first trip overseas as a CLASS!
haha.
i rmb the portable gambling den.
and lagger lao.
junhao saying all those sick jokes
on the bus.
LOL.
the eerie looking hotel.
bunking in with friends.
the boys taking pict with tt lizard.
yunzheng playing with the leech.
ariel falling sick.
the class party at zhaowei's rm.
the false alarm by 2d.
running away frm tchers.
the tram which loves to make us scream.
haha.
the gay picts we took.
the fireflies watch which made us itchy all ovr.
tht was indeed memorable.
-classchalet
our very first chalet((:
though small, but we had fun right?
movie marathon.
that uber lame zombie movie.
hoho.
i rmb we not enough food lorhs.
had to resort to bbq-ing onion rings.
LOL.
and the mystery owner of tht underwear.
oh and jiachen's underwear.
and the boys gao-ing on bed.
and waking up early to watch sunrise.
and turned out that we saw nth.
and u guys went to watch x-men.
rahh.
-nationaldayskit
though we didnt get it.
but i can see that you guys really
put in alot of effort le.
cuz you guys even stayed back &
met up on sun to rehearse.
WELL DONE GUYS((:
OUR SKIT RAWKS(:
-teambuildingday
the teamspirit.
how we called each other to find out answers.
how we looked like barbarians
with our hair n faces.
and our BANNER :]
rawks larhs.
how we shouted our lungs out
during cheering.
the funny meow thing.
the funny video ang took.
LOL.
and how we emerged 3rd for cheering :]
-sentosa outing
conflicts.
ppl complaining.
but it turned out alright didnt it?
though it didnt turn out the way
we wanted it to be.
but i know we all had fun.
frm playing captain's ball,
to playing ball in water.
though we ate separately during dinner.
it doesnt mean we dun love 2c larhs, right?
-learning fest
our last minute preparations.
last minute proposal.
LOL.
guess we are really known for it.
haha.
nth much to say.
cuz i wasnt there most of the time.
teehee.
-project fest
i know you all slacked in cls, right?
haha.
i dont know much either.
wasnt there the whole day.
-lastdayofsch
the touching presentation.
the photos, they brought back memories.
the dedications, they brought tears to our eyes.
only a few cried, but i know,
we all love 2c.
we all dont wanna part.
we all feel sad.
but we dont have to cry.
from cheesecake to complicated.
we have changed.
we bonded even more.
we grew to love each other.
though shenjie have left.
hes still part of our class.
we still rmb him, the luaghing buddha.
his banana dance as his forfeit.
he, being zhubajie.
i rmb how we used to hate ang last yr.
but now, its different.
she changed.
shes our nice form tcher.
always giving in to us and all.
giving us lollipops
when we do well.
when we are hungry.
i rmb the day we were choosing
a name wehn we were sec1.
i rmb how sick yushan was to
think of 1cervix.
LOL.

we may not be as close to each and everyone.
but im sure we all feel sad abt parting.
its difficult for us to be
in the same class le.
there wont be anymore 3COMPLICATED'07.
as in a class with all of us in.
i will miss all the gay-sias & les-sias.
i will miss gay-ing with you ppl.
i will miss each and everyone of you, even shenjie.
i will miss having daily lessons with you xinggans.
i will miss guai-laning the music tcher.
i will miss watching rent with you ppl.
i will miss teasing yuling/xw/jiachen.
i will miss the boys crap.
i will miss yunzheng singing caocao.
i will miss junhao playing jazz.
i will miss wenrui pointing middle finger.
i will miss the way rendylee calls pocheng.
i will miss sitting with all the crappy ppl.
i will miss hitting jieren.
i will miss guai-laning esther.
i will miss hugging ariel.
i will miss telling ang how interesting the video as much as we find it boring.
i will miss bitching with yushan.
i will miss all the 34 of you.

:
:
:
:

#1pocheng!
tt chao quiet girl!
but turned out to be wrong!
LOL.

#2xinyu!
baobei-r~
can always gay with you de!
haha.
quite sick also.
LOL.

#3esther!
the violent kia!
always guailan each other.
must miss me okayys!
cuz i will surely miss you de.
actually you also sick de lorhs.
ahha.

#4eugenia!
actually can be quite enthu at times(:
and like what jr said, always
bullied cuz of height.

#5jiahui!
i will nvr forget ur se mi mi de yan shen!
LOL.
always thought you were quiet quiet de
until this yr.
found out tt ur actually veh crappy too!

#6lydia!
now i know why you love goong!
yul is shuai~
ahahha.
veh hardworking girl.
PRO-KIA!

#7yanyi!
can always gay with you de.
always so enthu & crappy de.
ahhaa.
cannot always pon dance larhs.
hurhur.
and i will always rmb ur jellyfish action!
LOL.
and BIG LORRY!!
ahahha.

#8jerrine!
SOTONG!!!!
tt blur&cute sotong of the class.
rmb you were also sotong of el.
along with me n da'shihui.
haha.
your art veh veh good.
must take nxt yr okayys?
pei me also larhs.
LOL.
you always so crappy de larhs.
enjoyed talking crap to you during assem.
LOL.
though i knw u rather me nt be there
cuz im like separating you and kaying.
ahha/

#9josephine!
tht's me larhs.
nth to dedicate except for
STOP CRYING!
LOL.
and work harder nxt yr?
JIAYOUS((:
LOL.

#10kaying!
another crappy girl!
also always thought you quiet quiet de.
turned out to be wrong as well.
LOL.
always so lame de.
enjoyed sitting in front of you!

#11yushan!
UMBRELLA~
ahaha.
the oh-so-resposible sec1 cleanliness rep!
LOL
i rmb okayys!
haha.
veh hardworking.
also veh sadistic n sick de.
hurhur.
like will always sit near you de/
den always listen to you crap.
LOL.
this yr you pro le lorhs.
results suddenly so good!
JIAYOUS orhhs.
nxt yr must score better!

#12panyin!
another quiet quiet girl!
always kena bullied by yushan&pocheng.
poor thing.
LOL.
nxt yr must talk more okayys(:

#13yingting!
everyone will rmb you as banana friend of ariel le!
LOL.
and of cuz will rmb your bushy hair de.
so xinggan!
LOL.
i will always rmb the fun me you n ariel had
when we go for jap tgt last yr!
haha.
and tt responsible cip rep!
poor thing.
always needa shout at us.

#14shuhui!
bookworm!
always see you reading de!
then results also veh PRO.
jiayous!

#15yuling!
always kena teased by us de.
LOL.
then will also rmb your special pose
whenever you go stand in front of the class!
haha.
and you always have alot of nicks de.
wad fishscales, youling etc.
ahhaa.
you always damn funny de.
nvr fail to cheer me up when im low(:

#16yimin!
my beloved welfare member!
always do alot of stuff de!
thx(:
you always have those cute cute clothes de.
jealous.
LOL.

#17sherrie!
runrunrun!
LOL.
always guailan me with esther de.
tsk tsk.
and a veh veh responsible geog/hist rep((:
JIAYOUS!
and i love tt soccer ball which go BO-ING!
LOL.

#18ariel!
one of my bestie&beloved el mate(((:
thanks for always being here for me yea(:
thanks for all your hugs etc.
you are a veh veh veh responsible sec1 chair!
you always know what to say de.
think your one of the most mature girl in the class le.
you always nvr fail to cheer me up with your gay actions.
LOL.
jiayous orhhs.
sometimes things arent meant to be.
dont look back okayys.
must always look in front.
LOL.
results always so PRO!
acting also so PRO!
jealous.
haha.

#19sinyee!
the girl with the same initials as me!
haha.
my first fren in RV!
our frenship always got alot of ups&downs de.
haha.
always yu liao bu dao.
but we always mange to overcoem them de(:
jiayous orhhs.
results nt gd nvm.
still got nxt yr!

#20joanne!
i realised tt you actually can be
veh gay & violent de lorhs.
LOL.
another eng PRO!
and a veh responsible chi rep as well((:

#21veronica!
sucky-nica!
results also veh PRO de!
figure also veh good.
LOL.
must stay devoted orhhs.
jiayous jiayous.
i give you my support!
haha
looking forward to shopping with you!

#22peishi!
hmm. though things didnt turn out
the way we wanted it to, i guess
theres nth we can do?
well, i really enjoyed being your friend.
zhen de.
those were great memories.
i will always rmb the times we spent tgt,
as a clique, as a class.
i hope your taking art next yr!
cuz yr art is damn gd too!
dun waste ur talent!
haha.

#23yvonne!
my crappy table partner!
haha/
always veh crappy de.
den veh enthu too!
jiayous!

#24guokai!
one of my bestest guyfriends in 2c!
although u were a tao ren yan de welfare member.
but you are always a good listener & tcher.
veh PRO pianist too.
though i think you shldnt be a piano tcher larhs.
but tts your choice(:
always can gay with you de.
apparently i can gay with all the boys.
cuz you are all gays!
LOL.

#25youwei!
i know you wanted to cry tt day!
i know!
dun deny!
a veh nice guy & responsible treasurer!
jiayous!

#26jieren!
another of my bestest guyfriends in cls!
the creator of the flapping arms action.
LOL.
always listen to my problems & crap de.
thx(:
and always halp me to do stuff.
haha.
i wun say wad here.
LOL.
always like to play with scissors.
srsly, u shld stop lorhs.
ltr you kena cut agn.
den someone will xintong.
hehe.
and must really work hard nxt yr le!
must do hw okayys!
and i srsly find it funny when u
flap ur arms.
its hilarious.
hahaah.

#27minzhang!
always kena bullied de.
den always have to be mummy.
ke lian arhs.
results PRO.
running PRO.
art also PRO.
dnt also PRO.
walao larhs.
anw, your a veh nice guy/
veh guai & hardworking too.
i tink ur overly nice larhs/
tts y alot of the boys bully you.
LOL.

#28chinhui!
another VIOLENT KIA!
cannot like tt larhs.
ltr all the girls scared of you le.
must jaiyou for chi okayys!

#29junhao!
the gayest of the gayest!
LOL.
another PRO de larhs.
always harass minzhang de
tsktsk.
another sadistic one.
always like to see ppl cry.
but also a nice guy larhs.
quite a good listener(:
eh you still haven say who you liek!
LOL.

#30yunzheng!
singer of the class!
our caocao!
LOL.
i will always rmb you for tt!
a veh responsible AVA rep(:

#31zhaowei!
LOL.
the guy frm india?
LOL.
veh responsible dept chair.
also veh crap de.
haha.
always have those lame lame de jokes de lorhs.
haha.

#32wenrui!
another PRO de!
and i saw you point middle finger thrice
in the photos!
didnt know tt our innocent lil boy is so vulgar!
tsktsk.
always veh lame de.
haha.

#33xuanwei!
white hair guy!
haha.
always like to tease u and yuling de.
haha./
must take care of her okayys@
and dun alwyas pon cca!!
haha.

#34jiachen!
sexy shaker butt!
hahaha.
dun be sad if yuling dumped you okayys!
LOL.
think you also another lame de lorhs.
also play online games de.
veh gay too.
always gay with gk & zw!

there you have it!
all my 34 dedications to my dearest 2c!
i will efinitely miss you guys.
though we may still see each other.
but everything will not be the same agn.
will we still behave the same if we meet each other in sch?
no one knows.
we will probably give a cold hi or bye.
but i know the 2c spirit will still live.
so LETS ENJOY OUR YEAR END CHALET OKAYYS :]

2COMPLICATEDRAWKS :]
i love all of you guys((:
take care ppl(:

2[©]* <333


11:42 AM


Sunday, October 22

BYEBYE DARLINGS!
i wun be posting/
visiting my blog until 30oct):
i wun be going online either.
bahhh.
i know you will miss me.
LOL.
continue to sign my guestbook okayys((:


7:39 PM


Saturday, October 21

PRODUCTION"S OVERRRR!!!!!
&we did rocked LT1, didnt we?
LOL.
bahhhh.
i think im going to miss rehearsals.
to think i always complained =x
i wld say everyone did a gd job :]
HOHOHO.
but sonjia& i did try veh hard to project le.
but the audience really too noisy.
bahhhh.
but as long as we did our best(:
so its okayys((:

ohh and i loved wad yijin&jesslyn taught me!
secret!
sheeeeeeeeeeeeesh.
LOL.
and sonjia & i did had fun entertaining ourselves
during the last 2 days of rehearsals.
by imitating jesslyn&yijin while they were on stage,
swaying to dachangjin's tune
& saying the witches' lines.
LOL.
and i also had fun helping the rest do their makeup XD
I LOVE THE FORTUNE TELLERS'
& WITCHES' HAIRRR!!!!!!!!
so nice larhs.
esp jolene nq n weilin(:
I LOVED JOLENE'S EYESHADOW TOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
cuz i did them!
LOL.
jk.
i mean i love the colour combi(:
green eyeshadow is niceeeeeee.
but its true tt i was the one who did it((:

ELRAWKS :]

although the ending was lame.
but heck.
we had no practice on tt anw.
renee didnt bother to help.
rawr.
so heckkkkkkk.


11:06 AM


Wednesday, October 18

bahh. im tireddd.
cca tmr frm 9-4.
one word.
sian!
learning fest & arts fest today.
i guess everyone did pretty well.
hahs.
2a was jian4 okayys!
they blocked the pathway so they
will all go into their cls!
jian4 jian4 jian4!
2f de was veh nice(:
like tt straw thing/
HOHOHO.
was in charge of 2i.
they seemed to have loads of
fun zi-highing in cls.
LOL.

arts fest was blahh.
had some problems.
rawr.

el was sian as usual.
sonjia&i are forever forgotten by renee.
rahh.

impissedwith-.


8:48 PM


Monday, October 16

' jesslyn[u]winata[/u]♥. says:
girl if you wanna cry lets cry tgt
' jesslyn[u]winata[/u]♥. says:
lol
' jesslyn[u]winata[/u]♥. says:
if you cry just remember that im there can le
' jesslyn[u]winata[/u]♥. says:
pretend got me hugging you
' jesslyn[u]winata[/u]♥. says:
cause when i cry i know that at least you will be there
' jesslyn[u]winata[/u]♥. says:
just that you didnt see

gf is so frigging swt pls.
I LOVE HER<333
thankyou(:
and of cuz jj for talking sense into me
when i was crying like shit just now.
and sonjia for trying to cheer me up.
and ariel for her huggs whenever i get back papers.
and to those who cared, thankyousomuch(:


10:10 PM



fk eoys.
im sick of crying.
i nvr cried so many times in sch before.
im crying as i type this agn.
walao.
i hate eoys.


8:56 PM


Sunday, October 15

I GOT THT NIKESLINGG :D:D:D:D

smthg to be worth happy for
this week.
hehs.

open hse ytd.
bor-ing!
most of the ppl who came
were rv-ians.
bahh.
played ard with make-up agn!
drew bruises!
HOHO.
and and jiayi&weilin&waimin&jocelyn
did my eyeshadow.
LOL.
jiayi&weilin did the first one.
the snrs did the second one.
haha.
the only fun thing was the balloons
the band ppl gave out.
LOL.
i waited so long for one.
yulu gave me a flower(:
and and tt jieren wasted my time.
rawr.
stood there for so long le
then tell me he duno how to do.
bahh.
in the end, we got alot frm
the althletics ppl.
LOL.
they dunwan and gave them all to pa!
haha.
they are all in the control rm nw!
yanlin xq n me only brought a few back.

macs with pa was FUNFUNFUN!
LOL.
black magic eh?
stupid yangjie and yujie.
rawr.
i felt so cheated pls.

i was so goddamn tired tt
i slept on the couch at my grandma's hse
aft going for open hse.
bahh.
and i slept straightaway when i rched hm.

and my family is going back to msia
during the last wk of sch.
they are going to dump poor me in sg
cuz i refused to go.
i wna spend the last 3days with 2c.
of cuz i didnt tell her tt.
so im forced to stay with my aunt
in boonlay.
which is so damn far frm sch.
rawr.
i needa wake up uber early.
and i will be so bored.
so i dun mind if anyone calls/sms me XD
and of cuz i dun mind if anyone offers to
pei me to sch if you stay near my aunt.
LOL.

rendylee wants an essay frm the 21 of us.
gahh.
needa chiong out le.

EL JIAYOU FOR MACBETH YEA!! :D
and stupidddd josephine pls rmb ur lines.


4:17 PM


Friday, October 13

cried again.
bahh.
im such a cry-baby):
results sucked.

anyway, i decided to take
double humans&double science.
bio+chem.hist+art(:

ps.ppl i didnt mean what i
say in my previous post.
i was emotionally unstable.
i will nvr transfer or self mutilate(:
so dont wry((:


9:20 PM


Wednesday, October 11

i broke dwn twice in sch.
rawr.
im stupiddddd.
im a COMPLETE FAILURE.
my results sucked.
i know.
whats the point of working hard?
my results still suck.
byebyetriplescience.
i know you dont want me.
maybe doublescience hates me too.
oh hello science!
im hereeeee to find you!
okay. maybe it doesnt want me either.
i shall go bang my head into the wall.
or maybe just transfer to some
ulu ulu school in some ulu ulu place in singapore.
or start slitting my wrist
at one corner of the classroom.
ooooooooooooh. lets choose slitting okayy?
sounds so fun & thrilling larhs.
hurhur.
and i shall slit slit & slit
until i bleed to death.
and byebye world.
since im just a useless freak.
i dont wanna compete for oxygen with the others.
hurhur.

pissed.stressed.
pa.el.results.peishi.


7:51 PM


Sunday, October 8

i aint going to blog abt how i feel
abt our other frens and what i
wanna say.
cuz the rest will be ppl frm 2c
and i guess it will be too private to
blog abt it.
hehs.
and im going to write to each and everyone
of them soon anyway.
speaking of 2c,
i only have 11schdays left):
we must cherish our time left(:

ohh and i forgot to blog
abt fri's zhongqiu celebration.
hmm. not veh interesting.
but not exactly veh boring.
after the concert,
teachers kept stuffing up with mooncakes.
i didnt eat any XP
sheeeeeeeesh.
then evryone except xq and me went to eat):
my mum sounded pissed.
so i nvr ask her.

my wishlist is getting longerrr
HOHO.
especially after shoppingggg.
haha.
I LOVE THAT NIKE SLING<33
haha.
and and that roxy halter.
and that ripcurl tube.
and that hp accessory from SIX.
and that moriji.
haha.
gahhhh.
i wanna go on a shopping spreeeeeeee.
but im broke XP


11:54 AM


Friday, October 6

eoys finally ovr le.
but i not veh happy larhs.
i did some reflections on my way home.
i always do that de larhs,
when im alone.

then i thought about alot of things.
then realised i got alot of things to tell
my family and friends.
and what i feel larhs.

this is going to be veh emo larhs.
i know i usually dont say all this
kinda things de.
but a blog is for me to rant mahhs.
so yeah...

MYPARENTS(:
i understand that you all feel
that im independent enough le,
so you all always dont care about me larhs.
thanks for trusting me(:
im sorry if i disappoint you all this year.
i know my results deprove alot.
i know you all will think i nvr study.
i admit im slack larhs.
but i really study veh hard for eoys.
zhen de.
but its just that i nvr tell you all i
go library to study everyday.
so i dont blame you all larhs.
for thinking that i dont study.
and i know mummy, your veh stressed.
i understand.
i know i always 'ap' you when
you bombard me with psle stuff
the moment i reach home.
i know your worried and all.
but sometimes im really tired.
and i already forgot alot of stuff le.
so im really sry.
and dont wry.
im veh guai.
im not what you think im(:

SONJIA(:
i srsly think your a great jnr(:
the bestest i can have.
im really thankful that i have such
a nice jnr(:
thanks so much for always listening
to me, cheering me up,
gaying with me, absorbing all my crap,
pei-ing me everytime etc.
i really appreciate it.
zhen de.
im sry if everytime i dont say much
when your low and all.
cuz sometimes i really dont know
what to say.
i know i aint good at words larhs.
so everytime i will always
say the same old things,
like cheer up larhs that kinda stuff larhs.
but i really mean it okayys.
cuz i also dont wanna see my jnr sad.
but sometimes i really dont know what
else to say.
cuz i know sometimes, by saying cheer up larhs
srsly wont help lorhs.
zong zi ne, im veh grateful to what you
have done for me(:
really.
THANKS :D

JESSLYN<33
i know you nowadays not veh happy.
cuz got so many stuff happened.
im sry im not of much help.
i see you like that i also veh worried.
haix.
CHEER UP OKAYYS(:
actually i dun wanna deny that
we really drift apart le):
but i really really understand that
your veh busy.
so i dont blame you larhs.
and i really wanna thank you
for always listening to me(:
THANKS!
and im sry if i always ask you abt-.
sry if you find it irritating yea?
anw, I LOVE YOU(:
THANKS GF<333

YOU.
it srsly hurts to see you like that lorhs.
i know im in no position to say this.
and i know you will nvr read it.
but i really cant help but feel worried.
and i hate it when you always seem to give me hope,
but aft that, just push me down.
i dun think you will care/ understand how i feel.
but its really bad you know.
i always fall so badly.
maybe i over-analyse stuff sometimes.
i know im just a nobody.
i know you wont even care.
sometimes i will think of forgetting,
but its damn difficult.
i will still think,
i will still care,
i will still be worried.
stop doing this to yourself okayys.
pls.

YOU.(different person)
i dont know what i have done
that have made you hate me and us.
i dont know why on earth you did that.
it really hurt.
when i heard about it.
when i heard about what you said.
im scared.
im shocked.
i dont know why.
i hope everything will be over soon.
HOPEFULLY.

and i know i wont get my
dream combination le.
cuz i doubt i will do well.
i didnt finish my maths and science.
and science was KILLER!
maths paper1 also.
haix.
i almost cant finish languages too.
im a failure larhs.
study so hard also nth.
but forget it.
its over.

actually i may be always smiling and all.
but sometimes im really sad larhs.
cuz i always think about alot of stuff.
esp when im alone lorhs.
esp when its late at night,
i go home after any pa event.
although sometimes, i feel like crying.
cuz sometimes there are too much stuff on my mind.
but i know there are ppl out there
who are worse off than me.
so i know i cant cry.
cuz if i cry, then they have to die meh?
cuz mine is like veh minor to them.
so yeah.
rant wan liao.
then everything will be okayys le.
then i will be better.

what i said above were my true feelings.
i still have alot to say.
esp to my other frens.
but really got too much le.
and im really tired.
maybe next time bahhs.

this entry really veh long.
cuz i really think alot on my way home just now.
hehs.


8:25 PM