chao happy 2dae..
but at e same time,
im super tired too..
aces day (folkdancing) v fun
but i almost forget e steps..
haha..
den zhaowei's shoe came out..
lolx.
party wasnt really fun thou..
games nt fun de lorh..
cuz they nt enthu at all..
but e imitating tchrs game v funny..
went back 2 kellock..
so happy..
cuz v long nvr go le..
e tchrs v ke lian lorh..
no celebration de..
cuz is 5 day wk
so hafta teach..
cant celebrate..
den we keep disruptin lessons..
haha..
n i noe e juniors lurve it..
hehe..
n kuandi, ms choy n mrs chia
still rmb me!
lolx.
miracle tt kuandi rmb me..
she always 4gets her students names..
stayed dere 4 quite sum time..
den went cck 4 dramatisation..
v fun..
managed 2 rehearse a few times..
8:01 PM
hectic day 2dae..had cid tis morning..went 2 botanic gardens 4 outdoor drawing..v fun..but was really sunny..at e same time it was quite windy..or shld i say it was too windy?peishi, sinyee n i were drawing beside e pondn our drawings n stuff kept flying away..n even into e pond!den peishi's painting was blowninto e pond..luckily it was 'saved'..den had 2 pia 2 cck4 dramatisation..took cab cuz onli had 15 mins left..den rehearsed abit la..was abit messy thou..den went lot1 wif jieren2 get tchrs' day presents..den came back 4 dinner..had steamboat..celebrating my father's bdae..had swensens' cake..yummy..ytd cca was quite boring..except 4 e games..went 2 watch e golden jubileefinale..abit boring thou..was abit chaotic too..they kept repeating e same thing..
7:23 PM
got back sum results..
well, i flunked simply evrything..
i failed grammar test,
hist n i juz passed my sci..
i admit tt its my fault..
cuz i didnt study 4 grammar test
but i had my reasons..
i had no time cuz i spent
e whole day doin my la paz
as it was due e nxt day..
den my hist..
i did study 4 tt!
i studied whenevr i cld..
even durin tuition..
but had a mental block..
haiz..
as 4 sci..
i studied too..
same thing..
i had mental block..
i really duno wad's happening
2 me..
keep forgeting wad i haf studied..
but u always claim
tt i nvr study..
I DID!!!
all u do is nag n nag..
im really sick of tis..
i mean i studied..
but u nvr believed me..
i tried my very best..
but u always claim tt i nvr..
u always say i slack...
n i nvr tok back at u..
n nvr did u realise
tt i was tired..
nvr did u realise
tt i was unhappy...
upset abt my new sch..
tt i didnt want 2 stay dere...
i did dropped hints abt transfering..
but u nvr agreed..
so i decided 2 stop
n learnt 2 appreciate n lurve rv..
but i cldnt..
i was still unhappy..
i tried tellin u abt
probs in sch..
but u always say im irritating..
so i stopped...
but den agn,
u claim tt i wasnt close 2 u..
wad can i say?
u claim tt u r nt biased..
but u always treat him better..
but i always kept quiet...
i nvr complained..
n nw, u r complainin
abt my results..
my tchrs..
i admit tt im a failure..
im useless..
so i dun blame u 4 complainin
abt my results..
but u were e one hu sent me
2 rv..
when i didnt want to!
so dun complain abt e tchrs!!
dun complain tt im always
home late!!
n im v sure tt u dun
even noe me well!
i bet u dun even noe my fav color,
sport etc..
i bet u dun even noe tt i
lyk art!
i bet u dun even noe
wad's my cca!
u dun even noe how rv is lyk..
true frens r so diff
2 find..
u nvr noe if they b frens
wif u 4 a motive..
u nvr noe if they r backstabbers..
n sum r juz hypocrites..
while sum onli care abt results..
n they r so competitive..
i noe nt evry1 r lyk tt..
but its so diff 2 noe wad
others realli tink..
but im glad tt i haf my cca..
e pple dere r fun n nice..
i noe u will nvr let
me transfer..
so i guess i will juz hafta
stay dere 4 e e rest
of my sec sch life..
haiz..
ps.i noe tis is lengthy..
n it doesnt concern u..
but i juz wanna fa xie u noe..
7:32 PM
i lurve gedou!!!
gedou rawks my world!!!
HAHA..
xiezhi v shuai lor..
but renfu
MORE shuai!!!!
lolx..
im crazy le..
got back my maths 2dae..
made alot of careless mistakes..
sad man..
but its ovr..
no point crying ovr
spilled milk rite..
tis post damn crappy la..
off 2 watch gedou le..
tata...
gedou rawks~
6:48 PM
sian diao la..
tmr got dramatisation mtg..
cant slp in..
boohoo..
i intended 2 de lor..
*sulks*
nvm..dere's still sat nite..
hehe...
looks lyk e previous
nick does suit me..
im a pig..
but nw change nick le..
its cocoa bean la..
cuz kaying was doin
a speech on chocs
n she mentioned cocoa beans..
n it sounds lyk dou dou bing..
so nw peishi n sinyee
r callin me tt..
diao la..
so mayb 1 day i will
disappear cuz i may turn
into a bar of choc
n end up bein eaten...
lolx. tt's lame..
i cant believe tt i
came up wif tt..
lolx.
tis entry is so crappy..
ps. 5566's album is out!!!
so happy!! ((:
11:31 PM
common tests r finally ovr!!!so happy sia..haf been muggin tis few days..damn tired..so i've decided 2 catch up in my slp..hehe...im a pig wad..n im goin 2 watchgedou..its lyk finally!!!!mayb im gonna borrowe novel frm joey...den can read till shuang!lolx.im so happy cuz 5566's new albumis gonna b out!!!!yay!!!!haha..learnin journey quite fun...sinyee, yanyi, yushann me were singin lyk mad on e bus!hahax.den they even sangon e way 2 mrt lor!they actually sange sch song!!!!omg!!!!lolx.
8:11 PM
IM SO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!
Y CANT I EVEN RMB
WAD I HAF STUDIED???
IM SO DAMN STUPID!!!
IM JUZ A USELESS
FREAK,
WASTIN E OXYGEN
& EVRYTHIN ON
EARTH!!!!!!!!
IM JUZ A WORTHLESS
CREATURE!!!!!
I CANT EVEN WRITE
A SIMPLE SUMMARY!!!
I CANT EVEN RMB
WAD I LEARN
IN HIST, SCI & HCL!!!!
IM SO DAMN STUPID!!!!!!
URGH!!!
I HATE MYSELF!!!!!!
6:52 PM
hist test..dun wanna tok abt it..my precious ipod mini is abt 2 b consficatedby my mum..grr...she actually wants me 2 get 75% 4 ca2!!!tis is darn impossible la!duno wad is in hermind can!no matter how i explain tt i got a 72% cuz my my art.it pulled my marks up!does she even listen?NO! i juz haf 2 bmentally prepared..cuz i duno when wld i get it back if she consficates it..*sniffs*met fangying n serena at tiong juz now..fangying so tall can!
taller than me!hmpf!im so short la..sobz sobz..n she cut her hair..looks nicer..neater..n CHIO-ER!!!lolx.n fangying!u must go back kayy!if nt i will pesteru de..haha...needa pia elit le..adios!
5:30 PM
juz came back frm maths n eng...joey didnt come..boohoo..joeylee u damn lucky lor..e moment u quit maths,we haf a test..grr..e test was super diff..duno how 2 do so many qs..den eng...mr mervyn actually tot joey was dere! when she isnt..i tink he mark attendance wrongly le..den he tot cheryl was joey n gave her joey's compo..lolx.time 2 pia hist..tata..
5:38 PM
havin pimple outbreak nw..argh!went 2 je lib 2 do hist project..met alot of 1c n 1a ppln eilenn n yining..so qiao rite?tt yihuai borrow cd frm me agn..duno when can i get it back lor..e othr time he borrow, i waited 4 duno 2 mths i tink..he live at angmo kio lor..which is lyk so far..duno how he gonna return ..n hope he wun crack e cd cover agn..
10:22 PM
hcl so diff la..esp e compre n close passage..haiz...cca 2dae was kinda borin..rendy lee's drama game agn..had 2 act as animal la..den b4 e sec 1s choose,grace said mayb i can actas a donkey cuz i hada tail(it was actually a thread la)den i really had 2 act as donkey la..HAHA..but den i had 2 change..cuz grace knew i chose e donkey..den got horse la..stupid la..still got othr things but 2 lazy 2 type la..n he said we gonna haf a instructor..sounds fun..i knew abt long time ago anw,cuz mingming mentioned b4..lolx.anw, folkdancin was fun 2dae..but peishi fell..poor thing!hope she is okay..i went hm in pe tee juz nw..HAHA..it was a close shave..dere was a teacher bhindn michelle n i ran offn we werent caught!phew...HAHA..kk..needa go write mmy 1000-wordessay 4 my "precious lil fangying"HAHA..
6:40 PM
COMMON TESTS!!!!!!!!!!!its hcl tmr..im so nt in e mood 2 mug...haiz..i tried 2 concentrate but i cant..n i totally forgotten e zao i memorise..luckily yanyi asked me 2 zaoshe ji wei ren b4 chiden i onli managed 2 rmb tt..n i ans tt durin chi..phew! yanyi's my saviour..if nt i'll b killed by ms ang..time 2 mug agn..
6:40 PM
haha..bloggin time!well, 2dae v wasted lor..juz slack, slack, slack..okay, mayb nt slack..at least i managed 2 finishmy math n eng..which is so little..nw, i still haf:1.jian bao2.golden jubilee script3.prepare speech4.memorise zao ju..n i haf 3 hrs of tuition tmr..how nice..im bein sarcastic here k..n theres juz smthg i dununderstand..y mux we memorise zao ju???its a total waste of time!wads e point?if u noe e meanin,we will noe wad 2 write wad..if we juz memorise, we may nt even understand!juz three chap n 20 idiomsr already givin me a headache!imagine how much wk i hafif its e o lvls..piles n piles of sentences i haf 2 memorise!n it may nt even cum out in exams!e time we use 4 memorisincan b used 4 othr much more useful stuff lor!n does rv enjoy torturing ppl???hw hw n more hw!project project n more project!we haf nt even started on tis project, n we haf anothr..n i haf a hist presentation durin common test wk, n a math presentation tt has 2 bdone by common test wk...they expect us 2 revise wk evryday..but how?they gif so much hw kay..by the time u finish,u r already so tired..so do u think u still wanna revise?okay, enough of all my complaints..tata..will blog abt national day when im free..
10:50 PM
read smthg juz now..chao ji funny la..here it goes:there's tis hairdresser,he visits e tailor wif a pieceof cloth cuz he wants a shirt made 4 him..unfortunately, e tailor wasnt in,so e tailor's wife told him 2 leave e cloth n they will deliver it whenits done..when e hairdresser got hm, he told his wife,learn frm e tailor's wife! at least she noes how 2 helpher husband in his business..den e nxt day, e tailor deliverede shirt n decided 2 haf a haircutas well...unfortunately, e hairdresser wasnt in, so his wife said,leave ur head here n my husbandwill gif u a haircut when he returns!lmao!!!!sum ppl may tink its lame..but i dun carecuz i noe im lame..so i will find it funny..national day celebrations were okay..glad e rain stopped,or else will haf pdp..phew!!!had ice-cream..went back 2 cls 4 reflections..but we didnt..we played tis game wherewe passed tt today in hist bkaround..den when e music stops, tt unlucky person must flip2 a pg n ans qs..if wrong, must do forfeit lor..v nice 2 play..we sabo-ed yu ling(failed)guo kai(failed),min zhang,shenjie...den jerrine, yimin jieren, shenjien peishi hafta do forfeit..they(1st 4 mentioned) did a 'banana dance', folk dancen london bridge is fallin dwn..n peishi sang tong hua..den had hist aft sch..basically, we juz copied notes abtqin shi huang..tt's all...den mug mug mug in eaftnoon..wrote half of e script 4e golden jubilee le..2 b honest, its so badly written..mayb i will rewrite it ba..common test is comin..time 2 b a mugger..enough of my crap le..tata
10:15 PM
skip maths 2dae...cuz i wanna do my hwso can study 4 common tests...saw eileen n yining at tb juz nw..they v re qing lor..joey got a shock..haha..tmr hafta wear red tee..n i havent found 1 yet..wad 2 do???
8:26 PM
grr..cant go back kellock le..all cuz of ms vj..she wans us 2 stay back 4 45 mins on mon..smthg abt common test..n i onli noe 2dae! luckily sinyee told me lor..which means cant pon sch la..so shuangg! had pizza 4 dinner..reminds me of e song michelle sang..hahax. chao ji funny la!shld haf stayed ovr at my aunt's place..den can play wif my cousins..i lurve dem man! they r so cute! lolx.
8:09 PM
yanyi nvr cum 2dae..chao ji lonely lor..no1 to tok to lor..except yushan...yanyi take care wor! get well soon kayy!malay was fun 2dae..had tis quiz..my grp won! haha..luckily lor, if nt must sing n dance..folkdancing was ok..e boys were so enthu can!connie chan so insultin can! say she duno wad my grp did for lapaz lor!say she duno wanna bring 2 class cuz she scared ppl ask her wad izzit n she duno how 2 ans! so insultin can!othr ppl also noe wad izzit lor!she still say we nvr write a singleword except 4 names!we did lor! we wrote k!grr....cca 2dae was borin..wrote scripts 4 the golden jubilee..was writin on romeo n juliet+cinderella(sg version)...n my stomach was growlin e whole tym..cuz i skip lunch n recess...aft tt watch netball match rv vs fairfield..fairfeild nt bad lor..rv was practically losin..but aft tt startedscorin..den aft tt i duno le cuz nvr watch..n wheneva rv scored, we(el ppl) will cheer n those netball be ppl willb lookin weirdly at us..haha..tmr got so may things to do la..summore nxt fri common test le..nw den they say..got so many hw la..needa pia le..tata..
7:35 PM
im so confused....so so so confused...juz wad haf i done wrong???why is tis happening to me???i hate tis feeling..why do they haf to do tis to me???juz the thought of tis already brings tears to my eyes..its so hard to fight back those tears...why cant they tell me wad on earth is happening?why keep it from me?why do they ignore me?do they know how i feel???nobody understands how i feel...shld i leave?or shld i stay?mayb leaving may put an end to everything...
3:50 PM
had a bad day 2dae..do u noe wad we did durin assem?singin e national anthem ovr n ovr agn..watch e sec 2s elit dramatisation durin recess..onli better lor..even ask us 2 managed 2 watch abit of 2h's n 2b's performance.. den was 'chased' away by tan kim chuan..
didnt manage 2 listen 2 e songs by e sec 4s..
was softer than i haf expected..
anw, anybody wanna go back 2 kellock on 8 aug?
7:14 PM
did paintin 4 cid 2dae..v fun..but had a hard time washing e board.. so was late 4 cca....cca was kinda borin..had tis thrash out session..den watch e sec 3 adventure camp video..chao ji funni la..duno how 2 do my maths..die le..tmr haf 2 hand in lor..luckily i onli haf maths hw 2dae..so got e whole nite 2 figure out e formulae..well, i haf 2 blame myself 4 tis..i didnt pay attention wad..
7:50 PM
doubt got cca tmr cuz ariel still haven call yet...*frowns* i want 2 haf cca!!! lolx.tmr got chi test again..grr...2dae's speech n drama was ok ba..played tis game called duno wad murderer de..quite fun la..gonna haf a busy wkend ahead...hist n elit dramtisation meetings on sat..math n eng tution on sun..whoa..common test is in wk 8..time really flies..lets hope i do well, been neglectin my bks 4 duno hw long le..guess cant be in top 5 le..but nvm..i dun care abt tis kinda stuffs..we did e shape tween 4 flash 2dae..guess wad jerrine did? she drew tis pig n den at e end of e movie, it will becum a slice of bacon!!!! how cruel! do tis 2 my fellow species..lolx. but i juz lurve pigs cuz they r so cute! hahax. :))
9:06 PM