i've been thinkin abt this.
is it really true that if 1 will always feel left out
if theres 5 in a clique?
i duno.
or am i just being sensitive?
or am i drifting away from them?
i realy duno.
or have i changed into a different person?
i duno.
its not jux with my clique.
its the same during cca.
although im close to hest ariel grace n jess.
but sometimes, i really feel left out.
is it because i dun hang out with them often?
is it because im not in the same cid cluster?
i really duno.
i used to use not havin msn as an excuse
when i was in pri sch.
but it isnt the same.
i cant lie to myself anymore.
its true that i feel left out.
and i always have the feeling of being backstabbed by others.
i duno why.
is it because i have bad social skills?
is it because im not well-liked by others?
is it because i give others the impression that
im arrogant etc?
i really duno.
i really wanna noe the ans.
my friends tell me im ap-in sumtimes.
but i really think im not.
or maybe im jux unaware of it?
i duno.
maybe sumtimes i really am,
esp during cid.
i sorta shout at them and all.
im not sure if i do tt durin el.
if i do ap or do things tt u guys dun lyk,
ppl pls tell me kayy.
im open to critism and will change 4 the better de.
anyway, i really wanna apologise to those i've offended.
IM REALLY SORRY.
10:58 PM